Is my ex trying to get me back?

My ex and I have been talking/hanging out again recently. I don't want to go into the whole thing, but we broke up after about 5 months. She stressed that it had nothing to do with me, that I was the "perfect boyfriend", but that she had to "work on herself".

2 months ago she came back in my life. Things took a very drastic, negative turn for me. To spare the details, I lost my job and my car through not fault of my own. Since then, she's been extremely supportive. She has been helping me out with all sorts of things, giving me rides, helping me find odd jobs, and she recently got me a bike (although a used one). After giving me the bike, she took me to the store, and bought everything that I would need to go with it. All in all, she probably spend $200 on the bike and accessories. This past week, I asked her to take me to the store so I could get groceries, and without asking, she paid for all them and got me some cooking accessories too.

It's getting to the point where I am completely unsure of her intentions. To be clear, I never wanted to break up with her. She has her faults, like all of us, but I didn't mind them. I didn't care that she was allergic to almost every kind of food. I only saw the positive things about her. I still care about her so much. The time that we've spent together recently has only made me more sure of that. I am so thankful for the help she has given me recently, but I want more than her friendship. I need to know what her intentions are, because my heart is vulnerable right now, and not knowing what is going on is making my anxiety crazy. I think my friend is right, that if she wants something she will make her intentions known eventually, but everything that she has done makes me think that is exactly what she is trying to do. I know she's feeling very single, at least that's what one of her good friends told me. Maybe she has some remorse about leaving me? Maybe she is feeling guilty over what happened? I need to know, for the sake of my own anxiety.

Submitted December 31, 2016 at 02:58AM by _milkman http://ift.tt/2inzNdq