1 week PP after a csection and tubal. Baby girl will only sleep on me - so I spend the night sitting up with the boppy around my waist holding her. (We've tried like every baby sleep product)
I have a 3.5 year old (still in diapers ugh).
We've had help everyday and husband is off for the next month.
I just feel so lost. I miss my life before getting pregnant - taking care of my toddler, having meals together, going places. Cooking dinner for the family, keeping the house clean and running smoothly.
Yesterday I was feeling weepy about my tubal - about being broken now - but I really don't want to do this again.
I had PPD with my first so I started taking Zoloft in the hospital. I just want my happy life back. I feel like I'm in a dark tunnel.
Submitted December 31, 2016 at 01:26PM by _blor http://ift.tt/2ithIgR
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