I just move to another country to study, and I just don't miss them (6 months already), in fact I feel really good living alone (Like REALLY GOOD, I remember couple months ago I googled a new recipe, and while cooking I was dancing and singing I FEEL GOOD NANANANA).
I don't really call them, no videocalls, whatsap, messenger or anything, but when I do it's because my sister was asking me to do so, and I have to tell on the phone "Yea... I miss you too guys" but that's bs, I don't, and I feel bad for lying but also for don't feel anything for them. I know I care about them, last week there were a couple troubles going on, and I felt interest on knowing what was going on, but that's it. It makes sense after all, if they're doing well, why should I care?
After thinking and thinking I believe people misses other people because they need them, somehow. I remember when when I was younger had a relationship, and I really missed her, but after 2~3 years I figured out it was emotional dependency (both ways, me and her), good think we learned a lot about us.
At highschool I went to a psychologist and he told me I was being rude with myself. I only went to the appointment once, the mainly thing I remember about that session is: "Close your eyes, and imagine a little kid (I don't remember if he asked for a girl or boy), now ask this kid how is he/she?" I replied, he/she just laughed at me and smiled.
Thanks for reading...
Submitted March 06, 2017 at 10:02PM by Grambouck http://ift.tt/2mvxpWe
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