I'm scared, I don't know who he is or even if it is human, but one thing is for certain; I am not safe. It's around 12 pm as I write this experience. Firstly id like to start at the beginning of my nightmare. Around a decade ago I was living in America, the state of Tennessee and it was a blast, I lived in a forest in my back garden, around an acre away from my house and life was good. It was my 8th birthday party, we went to Chucky cheese with a bunch of my friends from school. I remember the tube maze most of all because I liked making sounds to scare the little kids (Little compared to the age I was so around 4) away from the section of the maze I was in. I know it's fucked up, but that was my honor. It wasn't as funny when what I presumed to be a father of a kid I scared came up and growled around the corner in the maze, I booked it out of the maze because it scared me to death. It was animal like, but nothing I had ever heard before. I knew my way around so I was out the maze in about 30 seconds. I looked at the window of the maze in the area I was at, it was in like a dead end of a maze, but all I saw was a back of someone leaning against it. Looking back at it the back was rather large and the tubes were not big enough for a full grown man so I don't know what it was.
Later on that night I got home after we ate out and went to bed as I was worn out from playing so much, I really outdid myself. But as they say "get your money's worth" and I sure did. I fell asleep, but at 2am I heard the same growl I had heard in the maze, it was coming from outside my window. This time the crown was deeper and I could feel its malevolence, it wasn't here for no reason, it knew where and why it was there. I went to my parents as they were still in the living room watching Eastenders or something like that. I asked if they heard the animal outside. My father replied saying it was probably a fat bobcat. That made me laugh and I was put back to bed and fell asleep.
It was 4am now, everyone was asleep. I had just woken up to the same noise but it was a bit quieter this time. It sounded closer as well, I looked at my doorway and to my horror, I froze, it was pitch black but I could still see its outline. I was about to scream as it raised its army towards its head doing what I thought was a be quiet gesture. We would stare at each other for the remaining hours I stayed awake. I finally circummed to my exhaustion as I was only 8. This went on for a few nights then it got worse. About a week into the experience same thing, I awoke in the early hours, but to the growling being mumbled next to my ear. I didn't open my eyes, I couldn't open my eyes. It growled for hours it felt. Then I could just feel its warm breath on my shoulder and neck. As I fell asleep, I could hear the thing whispers, i'll show you where I live tomorrow in a gruff voice.
I never told my dad about this as I didn't know what to say and I didn't want to be seen like I had something wrong with me mentally. I saw what happened to my brother when he was diagnosed with a detachment disorder. I wasn't ready to find out what they would do to me with a worse mental issue. I just went through the rest of the day just having fun watching tv and playing outside, keeping my mind off that night. It was around 7pm and my heart dropped as I heard the words come from my father "Time for bed Gary". He asked if I was ok as he could Probably see the fear in my eyes. I told him I saw something scary on tv and I didn't want to sleep on my own. He said I could stay in his room with him. I had never been so relieved in my life. My father and I went to his room and both went to sleep. I woke up that morning to my dad cooking me breakfast and telling me our flight to England was at 3pm. All our bags were packed and I thought it was a holiday so I just went with it, we had relatives that live there so we had a place to stay.
We ended up having our stuff shipped to England from Tennessee as we found a nice sized apartment and we could do with a nice change my father said. I didn't like my school much, and I would do anything to never spend another night in that room again. Life was really good, until about 3 months ago when my father went missing, one night he was there, the morning he wasn't. We did all the normal things such as calling the police and spending hours at the station telling them every detail about him I knew. In the end, I gave them my number and They said they would call me as soon as they found anything out. Yesterday I went to see my nan as she was the woman we moved in with when we came to England a decade ago. We just spoke about my father for a few hours until we came onto the subject of why we moved here. My nan told me that The night before we moved so suddenly my father woke up in the middle of the night. As he stared blankly into the dark abyss that was his room He thought he could hear something. He looked over to me and he was shocked at what was happening. He described the creature to be humanlike but it wasn't. It was too slender, too long, not human. It was stroking my head whispering something my father couldn't understand. The only thing he could make out was the words, I will show you my home another day. My father realized it didn't know he was awake and he kept it that way, he just stared at it all night, the part that scared him the most was when it got up and it stared my father directly in the eyes then vanished, he woke up and bought our plane tickets and told my nan we would be there that day.
That story scared me so deeply that I can't explain the feeling I get, it is worse than fear and despair put together. I went home at around 10 pm and fucked around on reddit whilst watching tv for a few hours in the morning until I finally decided to sleep. 2am came around and I woke up, it was the deep bobcat growl, but it was beside my bed, in complete horror I opened my eyes and sat up, my face was staring directly into it. It mumbled it took a while but ill show you my home tomorrow, this time your father won't be here to do anything, I made sure of that. TheSides of his face raised like he was smiling, but I couldn't see his teeth. I didn't let my fear overtake my body this time, I screeched at him as loud as I could whilst swinging my fist directly to the side of his head. My arm shattered as I punched the wall. It disappeared. I started to cry in complete agony. Somehow I managed to call an ambulance, in-between then and now is a blank, all I know is I'm not safe. It knows where I am and it has wanted me for 10 years. 10 years. I know that it will take me, the only thing not I can do is take my life or let it take my life. Maybe it won't be so bad. You know what, maybe I need another change in my life. I'm finally ready to see my future.
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Submitted January 31, 2017 at 06:26PM by ImTheSilence http://ift.tt/2jsAVQI
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