This is gonna sound so silly but it literally eats at me when I'm in bed with someone.
I'm 149lbs, 5'7'', 28 inch waist, 40 inch hips, size uk 12 which is like a US 8 I think?? I'm like a small C-cup but my nipples are so ugly, one is bigger than the other and I hate them. I have this pack of flab at the bottom of my stomach that flaps over and that along with my disgusting breasts make me so uncomfortable getting naked for someone. I've always held weight around the bottom of my stomach/hips, its so irritating.
I just think my body is so disgusting, even though I regularly get compliments on my figure from people and people tell me that I look great. I just cannot bring myself to take my top off when having sex and I can feel that it pushes guys away a bit. I'm seeing a guy now for a few months and things are going great but I've only ever gotten completely naked for him once and that was in the dark. He even told me he thinks I have a nice body, but its the thought of being on top of him, him looking up at me with these disgusting wobbly stomach rolls makes me shudder and I wouldn't be able to enjoy myself or try and hide it with my arm or something. I took my top off before with someone years ago and had to stop after a minute or so because I was so self-conscious and I haven't done it since.
I want to be able to suggest sexy lingerie and that but I can't being myself to it because I'm too embarrassed.
It's really upsetting, I need to get more confident in my body. Can someone please tell me how to do this?? I enjoy cooking and food in general so I don't really want to lose any weight. Just looking for pointers on how to become more body confident.
TL;DR: I'm really under confident with my body and it takes a toll on my sex life. Any pointers on how to get over this?
Submitted December 31, 2016 at 09:44AM by pineapple123456 http://ift.tt/2iiKJeD
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