Maybe it's my weird, provocative, mild animalistic, "i dont give a fuck", agressive nature that puts people off, i rarely try to make people understand me, i somehow always expect them to do and yet rarely someone does, maybe because i fail to try to tell them what my life has been like. My life has shaped me into who i am and i am by no means who i want to be but i am halfway there and i love myself. Ive been losing many friends, all of them actually, in some way or another, ive been sticking to myself alot and yet i crave human contact in many ways. I am very lonely and i HATE to say it but here i go swallowing my pride. Im lonely and i need someone. Being happy alone is just not possible long term. Been alone for almost a year now and it slowly decays my mind. It can drive you mad.
I seek a friend, someone who understands my mind and someone who i can understand, someone intelligent and free, someone with a strong and fair personality, greed should have no place in your heart and helping people should not require anything more than gratitude in return. Life is too short to not be good, theres already too much darkness so i want to be part of the light. I dont care about gender, although i have more comfort talking to women, for whatever reason, i dont mind if youre a man.
I just want to feel appreciated by people. As someone once said: Happiness and usefulness are mostly found in the same soul.
I am from Austria so id appreciate it if you live in Europe and have a similar timezone. I prefer skype as talking but we can get to know each other on here even tho pms are so damn annoying. I dont want to join any discord groups cause i just dont fit into these groups. Already tried, dont like it. Only when gaming. Oh yeah ... my hobbys ... i like gaming, woodworking, crafting in general, cooking, photography, movies ... im open to ALOT of stuff.
Pm me if you want, or dont. If i dont respond today, im asleep, ill respond tomorrow. I usually answer everybody but if for whatever magical reason my inbox gets flooded which i highly doubt, i might skip some. Nothing personal. Okay leave the rest for pms!
Submitted February 28, 2017 at 03:32PM by Azogthedefilero http://ift.tt/2mb1afr
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