I'm writing this on my phone hiding upstairs.
This is so hard, I know it's dumb but I'm actually pissed and upset and all of these intense emotions about cookies. I just fucking love cookies.
My family doesn't get keto (especially my Dad who does all the unhealthy (and delicious) cooking) and they have not really been flexible at all during the time I've been home. I relapsed off of a year successful keto (down 70lbs total) during the holidays last year and gained back loads of lost weight throughout 2016 and it all started with my holiday slip and I REFUSE to let it happen again. I re-started keto for good 2 weeks ago and vowed to not cheat (even a little, even once) while I am home for Christmas, but my family is really not making it easy. I'm only down 10lb so far and need to loose 45lbs more so I don't want to give myself any (even a cookies worth of) wiggle room.
Anyway, don't know why I'm writing this I'm just having a minor panic attack about cookies and feeling like I needed to be with my fellow r/keto-ers who might understand....
Love you guys.... Merry Christmas Eve :( maybe some words of encouragement and "don't touch those fucking cookies" would help.
Submitted December 24, 2016 at 06:17PM by accioreddit http://ift.tt/2iqbm1S
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